We live in cities you’ll never see on screen,
not very pretty, but we sure know how to run things.
Living in ruins of the palace within my dreams.
We live in cities you’ll never see on screen, not very pretty but we sure know how to run free.
I lack too much confidence and I carry too much sadness and my body is full of scars.
I wear my insecurities like pockets and I fill them with my fears and my hands are growing tired from reaching down into them to hold the feeling of being afraid.
I am afraid. Always afraid. I am, terrified. Terrified that the things inside me are the things that will keep me from ever finding a home inside someone else.